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hhhhhmmmmmm....so many kool new things =D hahaha well yesterday which was friday the 15th victor n myself went to 3rd st in santa monica over there by where the beach is as well. haha he invited me like at 6 something and we agreed on leaving like at 830, n after he invited me he said he was gonna go wash all the cars (4 in his family) so he did, n i was gonna go put some medicine on my lil didi since shes always itching n stuff. hope it helps. well i didnt get into the shower til like 7 and i didnt get out til like 8. that was an awesome shower. well i went back online to see if he was ready and he was still away and so i got ready n i look at the clock at what seemed to be 5 minutes later and it was 830 already!! i wast even halfways ready. =/ well yea he IMed me and i said i wasnt ready so hes like alrite well just IM me when ur done so i was but then my dad needed the phone so i had to log off without telling the cutie to hold on or anything. well my dad didnt get off the phone til like 9:00pm and i went back online right when he hung up to tell mr handsome that i was ready cuz well i was lol. he said he woudl be here in 5 minutes but i still needed some few more things. he called n i was sorta ready but i still went to go get the finishing touches done. i took forever..geez!!! i felt so bad. well in the beginning we didnt know where we were going but then he just said we were going over there. well we were sorta like =P on the drive overthere cuz it had been a blah day i guess (he had gone to the dentist and i was just bummed out cuz i had ran so many aarons all day). well we got there n we walked around for quite a while while looking at some ppl do some weird stuff in the street. it was kool. he would like get my hand in a cute way so i would go infront of him so i could see what they were doing and then he would be in back and he would put both his hands in my waist and i would hold his hands too...nice thing...it feels sooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice never had a guy soooo close to me and never felt that beatiful sensational feeling!!!!!!! well after soooo much walking we ultimately ended up in the beach but there was sooooooooooooooo many ppl there cuz there was like this fair or something...me dunno but it was like =/ cuz i wanted to be alone with him...hehehehe...well we walked around the beack n stuff and walked by the fair thingy n just looked at some stuff going on around us. well we also went into some stores, n everytime we go out we end upin a book store, lol, looking at book, were such nerds!!!! as we were walking we would stop in some places to like just hug n stuff. he would to the in back of me thing with his hands in my waist or he would go in back of me n like just hold me by my shoulders as we looked down on the water (as we were walking like down on the thing he would walk in back of me as well and just hold me by the waist or the shoulders too) or he would otherwise just hug me n even better he would uummm give me a massage like we were facing each other but i had my head on his shoulder and he was just giving me the best massage ever!!!!!!!!!! seriously! i was like falling asleep. it was his beautiful touch n scent (he wears girgio armoni < spelled wrong probably but whateevers) whcih made it even better. it felt sooooo nice! i just cant describe it. n lets see well after a while at the actual beach we were like in a semi park thingy where we just sat on a bench n stuff. we were there talking and just hugging for quite a while. i cracked my back there for the first time ever too. well i would lay on his lap, he would just hold my hands like a prisoner so i could supposably not do anything to him, i wold lay my head on his shoulder, he would hug me, we kissed again (one peck and one real kiss)=D etc. well we just left to the car like at 1:15 am and didnt get home til like uuummm 1:40 and well again like always he got off the car, he hugged me, and again we gave each otehr a real kiss!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! its the best!!!!! i soooooooo like this dude! i dont think there is anyone better than him, i mean what quality does he not possess??? u tell me!! aaaaawwww i soo like him but then it wouldnt work out if we get togetehre cuz im gonna be over there and hes gonna be here going to skool as well. well we'll see, fate will tell.
well on thursday i went sorta college shopping again, i boughta bed conforter for college, ummm, n well other lil stuff like a razor, a magazine which isnt really for college lol and some clothres. i got the cosmo mag and it has some kool 411 in there. sooo nice. lol. ooh and i also got my email address for skool already. i feel all growns up already. hehehehe. ooh and also i have to pay a $250 late fee for teh financial aid stuff at redlands. tsk tsk. sandra was suposed to come over today too but coulnt, again. lol. man i wanna go get a pedicure and manicure done. its been a while, ill probably go some time next week. i need new shoes n clothes too. =D
uummm well lets see whats up with other ppl in my life, me and skinny cesar talk once in a while online, but it isnt the same, were gona go out one day next weekend tho. =D yey! well the other cesar, i hardly ever think about him now, i mean i do, but isnt even as kool as it was before. i had the biggest respect for him before, he was like my hero, my everything, but now i just despise him and totally have no respect what so ever towards him. hes such a hipocrite. he said he wanted to stay friends when we broke up and now hes like "u still remember i said that...lol" well what a dumb ass, i could care less about him. and well my lovely nestor, i luv him, hes so nice, hes all looking for computers for me thinking that i dont have one when i do. =/ i feel horrible cuz i havent told him cuz hell get all butt hurt knowing that i let victor help me ='( well im gonna have to tell him soon, and well i gotta get my cell phone this month too. nestor already explained to me what i gotta do. its all good stuff.....
AND OMG THERE ARE ONLY 16 DAYS LEFT TIL BELEN AND I GO TO SKOOL!!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT WANNA LEAVE!!!!!! I AM SOOOOO GOING TO MISS THE LITTEL TOWN OF BELL GARDENS BUT GOOOOO REDLANDS!!!!!! =/
well on thursday i went sorta college shopping again, i boughta bed conforter for college, ummm, n well other lil stuff like a razor, a magazine which isnt really for college lol and some clothres. i got the cosmo mag and it has some kool 411 in there. sooo nice. lol. ooh and i also got my email address for skool already. i feel all growns up already. hehehehe. ooh and also i have to pay a $250 late fee for teh financial aid stuff at redlands. tsk tsk. sandra was suposed to come over today too but coulnt, again. lol. man i wanna go get a pedicure and manicure done. its been a while, ill probably go some time next week. i need new shoes n clothes too. =D
uummm well lets see whats up with other ppl in my life, me and skinny cesar talk once in a while online, but it isnt the same, were gona go out one day next weekend tho. =D yey! well the other cesar, i hardly ever think about him now, i mean i do, but isnt even as kool as it was before. i had the biggest respect for him before, he was like my hero, my everything, but now i just despise him and totally have no respect what so ever towards him. hes such a hipocrite. he said he wanted to stay friends when we broke up and now hes like "u still remember i said that...lol" well what a dumb ass, i could care less about him. and well my lovely nestor, i luv him, hes so nice, hes all looking for computers for me thinking that i dont have one when i do. =/ i feel horrible cuz i havent told him cuz hell get all butt hurt knowing that i let victor help me ='( well im gonna have to tell him soon, and well i gotta get my cell phone this month too. nestor already explained to me what i gotta do. its all good stuff.....
AND OMG THERE ARE ONLY 16 DAYS LEFT TIL BELEN AND I GO TO SKOOL!!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT WANNA LEAVE!!!!!! I AM SOOOOO GOING TO MISS THE LITTEL TOWN OF BELL GARDENS BUT GOOOOO REDLANDS!!!!!! =/