why am i so depressed

keep your baggage zipped away
the world does not need your problems
keep your secrets in your heart
turn it black just like your thoughts

you think you're running but here we stand
but where's your face? where's your face?
all i see is a my reflection
insanity now my direction

OH MY GOSH!!!
I LOVE LIFE!!!!
MISSION BEACH ROCKED THIS YEAR AND I LIKE THIS NEW BOY AND
just gosh everything is just so great.

I hope someone will fall in love with me again,
But I just don't see myself as a loveable person.
I am so worried about the future, but I love everything about right now.
GAH.

I'm the weakest person I know
With the most fake impression of confidence
For awhile there I thought it to be true

Some temptations just can't be resisted
I guess that's just the way the motherfucking cookie crumbles.

"I heard you fell into a rabbit hole
Covered yourself up in snow
Baby tell me where'd you go
For days and days
Did they make you stay up all night
Did they paint your face that pasty white
You're hungry but you're appetite is chased away"

Ravers are really weird. They just take a drug that makes them happy and trips out to really colorful shit..and it deplinishes your brain...like literally visibly destorys some of your brain.

So many kids are going to be fucking idiots when they grow up with all this artificial bullshit they're concieving.

That fucking sucks.

"You don't know what you got till it's gone
Paved paradise and put up a parking lot"

"So what if I'm a bitch? You're a whore and personally, I'd rather be known for what I do, not who I do."

AHHH I JUST WANT TO WRITE A BOOK.

I can not find one reason why I keep doing this...
What is this? I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW.

Why did you stop looking at me....:(