Puddle of Teardrops

Dec 18, 2002 08:27

Hey there. Nothing much has been going on here, other than being depressed along with everyone else. Adam Jones, a wonderful guy, got to go meet up with God in Heaven on Tuesday morning. Why is it that the sweetest people seem to die young?..I guess God needs them in Heaven...I don't blame him either, I'd want Adam in my Heaven too.
Tuesday was quite a horrible day. After recieving the news, everyone went through the rest of the day with total silence, and the sound here and there of people crying. I didn't know Adam well, but I feel for the people who were close to him, and especially his family. I can't think of anything more terrible than losing someone you've known, raised, and been around their whole life. I know Kayla and I have been kinda at it, but gettin a note and a hug from her, which is exactly what I was going to do to her, was great. This whole Adam thing I know is making everyone think about life. "Live everyday like it's your last" is the best to explain it. I've come to the conclusion that I am going to forget about argueing with people, and when I don't have somethin good to say, dont say it at all. Not behing backs, not to anyones faces, or to anything. The trouble that goes along with it is not worth anything.
Today was a bit of a better day. Really boring, and also very quiet. Adam had an open casket. I feel bad for not going, but to see a sweet innocent body lying there with no heartbeat would just break me down. We got out early, and have no exams (which i'm not happy about, considering what the reason behind that is). I hope we can all make the best of this, and I hope it changes everyone for the better. I know it has changed me, and I barely knew the sweet thing.
It would be cruel for someone to go through a death, and not make the best of it, cuz I betcha that was God's purpose, and that's what Adam wants also.

LIVE IN HEAVENLY PEACE, AND SAY HELLO TO NO MORE SUFFERING
GOD BLESS YOU ADAM JONES **DECEMBER 17, 2002**
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