Dec 15, 2002 12:32
Yes, yes, I know! I haven't written in about forever, or so it seems. The reason: I have nothing too exciting to write about. Last night I stayed the night at Brittany's house with Christine over there too. We didn't do too much, but look at and cut out and put up Brittany's most favorite Britney posters! (The wall looks great)And watch a couple movies, Sorority Boys and Halloween Reserection (Sorry if that word aint spelled right, i'm too tired to even care). Thanks to Michael Myers, I actually had a nightmare for like the first time since I was 7, how pathetic is that? Not much of anything interesting, but I was a bore because of being a dang girl and internally bleeding (right Cody?). Well after we got about done with Brittany's "Pretty Britney Wall" I came home with Kyle and Cody. And to answer another one of your questions, we did play pass the ring again =o) It's all good though, I love him to death, and atleast we arent going off and cheatin on eachother and crap like most of the relationships do around here, right? It all counts for something. My life is pretty confusing right at this time, not much is going good. Just trying to keep my chin up, and not let things get me down or try to screw with my head. But as hard as I do try, it always seems to get me down and it does screw with my head, that's when I get thankful for what I do have, which is more than most people. I'm not just talkin about material things, but what's inside also. This damn town does need a whole attitude adjustment, and as much as they want to believe that it gets to me also, I know to not get that low, there is more to life than puttin people down. My song right at the moment and has been for the past weeks: Fall back, take a look at me and you'll see i'm for real, I feel what only I can feel and if that dont appeal to you, let me know, and i'll go, cuz I flow better when my colors show and thats the way it has to be, honestly, cuz creativity would never bloom in my room I'd throw it all away, before i'd lie, so don't call me with the compromise, hang up the phone, I've got a backbone stronger than yours. If you want to bring me down, go ahead and try, just go ahead and try. - Yea, that song is great. I hope Leah understands that also, it kills me that it's the sweetest people that have to go through the most. I just get so greatful for my best friends who I really would run away without, and also for God. It's about impossible to trust anyone nowadays, that's why God is the best. Well yea, don't ya think i've written enough to fill in for the weeks I havent? I think so, so im outta here for now. XoXoXo