So only mostly cryptic posts until now. Not wanting to answer lots of questions when I do not even know what is going on.
Now I am a little more calm. A little more settled. So I'll come out and say it for those of you who don't know yet.
Mark and I are good friends. We'll be good friends at the very least for as long as we're alive. We've been together for a long time. It's been absolutely wonderful. We've had ups and downs as is expected, but now it's time for some change. I need some change, not him, it's all me. So for now Mark and I are no longer together as more that hanging out as friends. He has moved out his things.
To the Striz girls: don't freak out!
Things happen for a reason and this is something that needs to happen right now. Everything will work out in the end the way that it is supposed to.
So this song is cliche in the fact that most people only know this song and no other. However, this has always been my song for him. Always. And now the tables have turned and it's like he singing it to me...
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
Backbeat the word is on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe (I said maybe)
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe (I said maybe)
You're gonna be the one that saves me (that saves me)
He told me he was Forest and I am his Jenny.
Break my heart. I cried so hard.