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last night i realized that i really was officially home in pittsburgh for a bit.
i smoked hand rolled cigarettes.
i drank endless cups of free coffee.
i searched for change to buy food, while most of it i consumed free of charge.
i've stopped cleaning myself as thoroughly.
i layed on the sidewalk and smoked a cigarette at 4:30 in the morning on my street corner.
i fell asleep at the rosetta house and then had to drive distances that i was not happy about.
but most of all, i know i'm home, because i miss you.
as much as i try and force myself not to think about you, you seem to always be on my mind.
i'm sorry, i know i wasnt supposed to get attached, but there's something about you that i just can't resist.
you put a smile on my face without me even realizing it.
i marched in a pride parade yesterday.
it was hilarious, i need to actually tell someone the stories from it.
right now i need to go and eat some lunch with the family.
i smoked hand rolled cigarettes.
i drank endless cups of free coffee.
i searched for change to buy food, while most of it i consumed free of charge.
i've stopped cleaning myself as thoroughly.
i layed on the sidewalk and smoked a cigarette at 4:30 in the morning on my street corner.
i fell asleep at the rosetta house and then had to drive distances that i was not happy about.
but most of all, i know i'm home, because i miss you.
as much as i try and force myself not to think about you, you seem to always be on my mind.
i'm sorry, i know i wasnt supposed to get attached, but there's something about you that i just can't resist.
you put a smile on my face without me even realizing it.
i marched in a pride parade yesterday.
it was hilarious, i need to actually tell someone the stories from it.
right now i need to go and eat some lunch with the family.