Oct 25, 2004 15:31
she's chic but she's not shady. sophisticated lady.
don't need all my other ladies cause i tell you she's real cool. she's divine. i'm weak and i've gone hazy. i'm crazy for that lady.
lets surrounded myself with 80s electro music with cheesy lyrics about girls because they make me feel good. i'm so dancing right now. i got the mad head bob going on and the leg tapping. i was at the bus stop waiting for megan and my favorite song was on repeat - i was dying to just start dancing right then. unfortunately the ghetto kids were giving me shifty eyes and so wanting to rob me the second i put my ciggarettes down.
saturday night was standard night. we rolled up in a limo for christines bday with like... ten blonde hoes. straight up porn stars i swear. we had a booth right by the dance floor where we watched all the slutty girls dance. for the most part we laughed at the bad ones but occasionally a really skinny jessica alba type would show up and dance like sex. i'd stare and realize hetero girls are the best dancers. i got really drunk and smoked up with this random guy. that was stupid of me and i broke my promise of never smoking weed ever again and now i remember why i don't. it totally burnt me out. oh well, three months of not doing it is good. aslong as i keep hating it the occasional slip up in a moment of being crazy is okay for me. we danced for hours and the only songs i remember dancing to were "lean back" and "toxic". fucking LOVED dancing to lean back and now i realize black music totally beats 80s music. gay clubs are going to suck for me cause all they play is 80s music and fucking trance. i HATE raver music.
i also saw nadine on saturday. she went jean shopping with me and said i looked "scene" in the jeans i bought. i didn't really understand what she meant by that but my ass looks good and that's all that matters <3 we also went lingere shopping with megan which was awwweeessssooommmeee. megan in see thru ... i'll shut up now. i gave nadine the cute hat from my store. she looked cute. i was happy.