The school day ended with drawing on someone's car and a carmel apple...but began with an envelope.
Stupid flute section shirts. This whole this was a mistake.
Megan's still not talking to me. As a matter of fact, I believe she's compleatly pissed off at me.
When I was talking w/ Nikki at her locker this morning she walked over, angrily handed me a large brown envelope labled Ms Mallo, and sternly instructed me to "Deal with it." and walked away. I was confused only for a short time, when then Sara came over and asked me what the envelope was, I said I didn't know, and then I realized it jingled.
When her Melissa and I got into AP English Sara opened the envelope and we discovered an abundance of white ordering slips, money, and the design for the shirts. So...this was Megan's way of telling me I was in charge. She had even scribbled out where her name had been on all of the slips and wrote in my name, and taken the time to write my name on the front of the envelope in large black letters and withdraw her template for the design of the back. So, obviously this had been pre-meditated, and she had put some time into making the transfer.
I'm not sure how dramatic this was supposed to be, but it certainly had an effect on me. It went from "Oh, Megan just isn't talking to me because we had a misunderstanding about some stupid project and everything will be ok when she's ready to apologize to me for being kinda rude." to "Ok. Megan is compleatly pissed off at me and I don't even know why anymore and it's kinda scareing me."
it isn't cool.
It's one of those things that's really bothering me and I can't even talk about it with any of my friends because they all love Megan too and they'll feel like they'd have to take sides. I can't talk about it or it'll just make things worse w/ everyone.
I don't even know if there is sides. There's: Renée was angry with Megan yesterday because she didn't like that Megan wanted her to change the design and then let some of the kids see it. And then there's: Megan is mad at Renée because...maybe because I yelled at her about something stupid? I don't even know if I was yelling, I was just frustrated that my work wasn't good enough for her and that she hadn't respected my wishes. I just thought she was in charge of the ordering and everything because she knew wht she was doing, and I was in charge of the front design because I knew what I was doing. I guess I never thought I'd need her aproval...
So, I guess it chalks up to I was surprised she wanted me to change it, embaressed that it wasn't good enough, even more embaressed when she let the others see it, and then angry because that's how I defend myself when i'm caught off guard and embaressed.
Megan's still not talking to me. As a matter of fact, I believe she's compleatly pissed off at me.
When I was talking w/ Nikki at her locker this morning she walked over, angrily handed me a large brown envelope labled Ms Mallo, and sternly instructed me to "Deal with it." and walked away. I was confused only for a short time, when then Sara came over and asked me what the envelope was, I said I didn't know, and then I realized it jingled.
When her Melissa and I got into AP English Sara opened the envelope and we discovered an abundance of white ordering slips, money, and the design for the shirts. So...this was Megan's way of telling me I was in charge. She had even scribbled out where her name had been on all of the slips and wrote in my name, and taken the time to write my name on the front of the envelope in large black letters and withdraw her template for the design of the back. So, obviously this had been pre-meditated, and she had put some time into making the transfer.
I'm not sure how dramatic this was supposed to be, but it certainly had an effect on me. It went from "Oh, Megan just isn't talking to me because we had a misunderstanding about some stupid project and everything will be ok when she's ready to apologize to me for being kinda rude." to "Ok. Megan is compleatly pissed off at me and I don't even know why anymore and it's kinda scareing me."
it isn't cool.
It's one of those things that's really bothering me and I can't even talk about it with any of my friends because they all love Megan too and they'll feel like they'd have to take sides. I can't talk about it or it'll just make things worse w/ everyone.
I don't even know if there is sides. There's: Renée was angry with Megan yesterday because she didn't like that Megan wanted her to change the design and then let some of the kids see it. And then there's: Megan is mad at Renée because...maybe because I yelled at her about something stupid? I don't even know if I was yelling, I was just frustrated that my work wasn't good enough for her and that she hadn't respected my wishes. I just thought she was in charge of the ordering and everything because she knew wht she was doing, and I was in charge of the front design because I knew what I was doing. I guess I never thought I'd need her aproval...
So, I guess it chalks up to I was surprised she wanted me to change it, embaressed that it wasn't good enough, even more embaressed when she let the others see it, and then angry because that's how I defend myself when i'm caught off guard and embaressed.