ugh, can't
Coming down from all the hormones and recovering from the bloating and the pain from the egg retrieval procedure is really fucking hard.
I feel like I'm going crazy again. All the little things I have to do are piling up but I'm so sore and uncomfortable that I just want to lay around and not think about it. Part of me thinks that's not too much to ask -- to have a few days where I just don't have to think about having cancer, about pursuing treatment, about money, about any of it. I'm having minor anxiety attacks, too, with all this going on.
I was so relieved to be done with my fertility injections and to have the egg retrieval (which went very, very well), but it's just making me insane.
I'm just having a hard time dealing right now.
I feel like I'm going crazy again. All the little things I have to do are piling up but I'm so sore and uncomfortable that I just want to lay around and not think about it. Part of me thinks that's not too much to ask -- to have a few days where I just don't have to think about having cancer, about pursuing treatment, about money, about any of it. I'm having minor anxiety attacks, too, with all this going on.
I was so relieved to be done with my fertility injections and to have the egg retrieval (which went very, very well), but it's just making me insane.
I'm just having a hard time dealing right now.