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So my break ends. Tonight actually.
I got ANOTHER SPEEDING TICKET.
Go figure. I had a relatively flawless break, figures it would come to this. My dad is taking it unusually well. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. If he's just being kind about it because he knows how terrible I feel to disappoint him and to be so careless, OR if he's just lowered his expectations in me.
I had such a good day, and night, it had to end with a speeding ticket. It could always be worse I guess.
I met this person who I find to be completely dismantling. I feel the gears in my head unhinge, and I get knots in my stomach and these spurts of adrenaline that coarse through me when he's around. He has so much going for him, I doubt there isn't anything he can't do, I haven't met someone this well rounded that I was drawn to, in a long time. And the oddest part of this? I was sought out, he really felt I was worth getting to know. Me, little college nerd, me. All I have going for me is weird quirks and bad luck. Oh, and I look good, but that's beside the point. I just needed to put down in words, my breath, completely taken away.
I'm probably going to Sarah's for a little bit tonight :) Fuck the snow. I can do it!
I got ANOTHER SPEEDING TICKET.
Go figure. I had a relatively flawless break, figures it would come to this. My dad is taking it unusually well. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. If he's just being kind about it because he knows how terrible I feel to disappoint him and to be so careless, OR if he's just lowered his expectations in me.
I had such a good day, and night, it had to end with a speeding ticket. It could always be worse I guess.
I met this person who I find to be completely dismantling. I feel the gears in my head unhinge, and I get knots in my stomach and these spurts of adrenaline that coarse through me when he's around. He has so much going for him, I doubt there isn't anything he can't do, I haven't met someone this well rounded that I was drawn to, in a long time. And the oddest part of this? I was sought out, he really felt I was worth getting to know. Me, little college nerd, me. All I have going for me is weird quirks and bad luck. Oh, and I look good, but that's beside the point. I just needed to put down in words, my breath, completely taken away.
I'm probably going to Sarah's for a little bit tonight :) Fuck the snow. I can do it!