As we all go our separate ways.....we remember the times we had together
I have promised myself that writing in my live journal would take place whenever something had inspired me. This way I would negate all the inconsequential bullshit that is a teenager’s life. Now is the time to write. Throughout my high school career I have had the chance to mature and ultimately develop into the person I am today. I write this tonight a changed person, a more mature and wise version of the person I was when I first entered high school. Over the years I have made many friendships. Some that are still with me and some have faded off. As I cried the whole way home tonight I realized many things. One is that I probably wont be seeing my best friends for some time. After seeing them just about everyday, this will be quite the adjustment for me. Fonz and Ian are closer to me than my family. This is hard to say considering I am not bound to them by blood, nonetheless, it is the truth. I don’t know why the emotion has suddenly overcome me, but it has and it is a feeling that I don’t wish to contain. Many things are flying through my mind right now. Of course I will make friends in college, but will they replace the tightness that us three had? I don’t think it is possible to replace my brothers. Fonz, I might not see you for a while to come but I will always remember our friendship throughout everyday. I will remember the soccer games, the parties, the times you took me home when my leg was broken, the spring breaks, and the random days that we spent playing video games and talking. You and Ian are my everything and I must end this hear as I am beginning to tear up once more. I love you guys and I pray for the best in your lives. May your success flourish from your achievements and may god bless me with a cure for my heartache. I love you….