What keeps me going is the brightness of tomorrow...
A lot has been goin on in my head lately. I now have a beautiful girlfriend that I absolutely adore. I will be attending the All-County Banquet on Wednesday. All bring me so much joy, yet I feel uncomplete. Life is going by so fast right now that I don't know what to think. On one hand, I'm about to graduate so everything doesn't really matter. But on the other hand it feels like Im missing out on a lot of stuff. Not because I am trying to avoid everyone, but it seems that I am not getting informed about stuff that is going down. I try so hard to keep my friends close and sometimes they find a way to lose me. I'm not asking to be called every minute of the day, but when something is going down where all my friends are hanging out, I would like to be called. There is a part in me telling me that I should just forget about it and brush it off. Three more months and I'll be in college, but I can't just let go, you are my friends and have been for the last 4 years of high school. You would be surprised how one phone call can brighten up someones day...