The time has come...

[playerts]

The time has come for me to write a new journal and get some things out in the open. Life has changed. I have made new friends and I have lost old ones. I am an active member of my fraternity and I am still looking for a serious relationship, although I am scared to commit to someone. I read other people's livejournals and I read about how everyone

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alright, i'm speaking now

[anonymous]

I will leave my name: Michelle Since Ian apparently disabled the anonymous person choice, I have to leave this on Samir's. I guess I want to address both journals anyways...here goes. I understand that these journals are a look into the lives of those who write them. If Ian wants to come here and share anything, it is his damn right. Ian, while I am glad I can know about your life through this, I do wish that you shared some happy times more often. That is not a complaint, I will always listen to anything, be it good or bad, that you have to say. If for nothing else, for respect of a friendship we once shared. I am so sick of the damn fighting! Why did it have to end this way? You all were so close and had so much fun when you hung out together for so long and now look at you! You guys fight online about journal posts! Come on fellas! What happened to the group you once were? You have all moved on and matured...at least some of you have. I may not be the most well-informed of all people when it comes to the issues and events that have separated you all, but I was there when it was good and I don't doubt for a second the character of any individual member of the former group of friends. I don't care what kind of critique I get of this post, I am saying what I have been meaning to say since I first heard of the issues. I dont know who keeps leaving these rude posts, but I am not going to yell at you. It is your right to say what you feel and only leave your name if you like, but have a little respect for your former friends, current friends, whatever. Once the high school fantasy ends and college life begins, you lose a lot. It shouldnt lead to anger though. Life is way to short to hold grudges and cause conflict. Ian- You are and always have been a wonderful person. I've been lucky to know you and lucky to be close to you at one time. I always enjoy your presence and carefree attitude whenever we hang out.I wish that we could do it more often, but I know we can't at this point.
Samir- Through it all, I have seen you more than any of my friends from high school. Though it wasn't always intentional, it always brought a smile to my face. I miss you and care about you and don't give a damn what anyone else says. You have a good character and I know that you will go far in life. We need to hang out again.
Alfonso- Ahh, my former confidant. I will never forget the patience you have shown to me when I needed a shoulder to cry on or a friend to share something with. Regardless of your problems with the ladies now, one day someone really special will see all that I have come to love about you. I can't wait to see you again. I miss you.
Tony- I don't know if you read this, but I really miss you Little A. I am so glad that you and Posey have found happiness. You were always there for me, no matter how late I had to call and cry. You were my best friend and I miss that. I wish you all the luck with Posey, she is a lucky girl :) Call me or email me sometime...
Aaron, Sheebs, Thornton: We have already talked about this. It was great to see all of you and hang out. I have missed you guys. I don't remember ever having more fun than I have had with you all.
Matt I have never had any issue with you and I hope that you and Michelle are happy as could be. You deserve it.
To my girls...Nat, Bia, and Ash A. The year that we were best friends will be one that remains in my memory forever. Spring Break was an awesome time and I won't ever forget the times we've shared. Bia, I am glad that we have remained in touch. You are a wonderful person and I hope that everything works out for you. I am here for you always. Natk, I miss you. You have been one of the best friends I have ever been and could ever ask for. We need to get together and rekindle that friendship.
Maybe you can't see why I had to do this, but I don't have and do not want to have one of the infamous live journals. I don't know everything about why you have all split up and left each other on bad terms, but get over it boys. Its not worth it. Say what you want in response to this or say nothing. I don't care either way.