People talk to damn much...

Sep 07, 2003 02:34

I'm pretty much all drained out emotionally by the shit that happened today. Apparently Gip is not dead so disregard everything I said. Gip I am praying for you man, you are a great kid and one of the best I know. Stay strong.

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shit needs to be cleared up anonymous September 21 2003, 22:36:39 UTC
hey man, i know i havent really talked to u since i left UGA and i know i must have seemed like an ungrateful bitch which i prolly was but there some things we need to clear up. I have no other way of doing this and i dont care who reads this, it needs to be said and i have kept quiet about it for too long. Samir u r my brother and one of my best friends, that is no doubt, but there are some things that we never got along on and it kinda all hit me when i went up to UGA. one of the things was how u kept bashing me with how gay Mercer was and that i need to transfer to UGA where everyone is and everything. It pissed me off because Mercer is nowhere near as bad as a school and experience as u made it out to be. So i acted like a dick when UGA sucked cus i truly did have a better time at Mercer, i wanted to rub it in ur face and i know now it was fucked up cus all u want is for me to be closer to u man and thats just ur way of telling me. But UGA isn't the place for me man, not now anyways, i need to be on my own, i need to find out who ( ... )

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Re: shit needs to be cleared up anonymous September 21 2003, 22:37:00 UTC
next to me and not really say anything. I didnt get that from anyone else. In her, i felt like i truly meant something to someone, even my parents noticed that bianca was affected much worse than anyone else at the party. Even now, everytime i see her, or talk to her, she shows so much joy in seeing me and i truly feel like im missed when im with her. Of all my friends, shes the only one that calls me here at mercer. I mean little things like that mean alot whether u believe it or not. At the football game that friday before i went to UGA, we spent the entire time cuddled together, this may not seem big to u, but to me i couldnt have been happier. Yes i invited her to UGA and to the party where u saw her, i wanted to hang out with her as well as everyone else. Its not fair to her that i had always screwed her over for u because i love her too man. I love her soo much and i cant do this anymore, always hiding my feelings about her when im with u. I can't keep having to chose between the people i love. That sat night, i was truly pissed ( ... )

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