People talk to damn much...

Sep 07, 2003 02:34

I'm pretty much all drained out emotionally by the shit that happened today. Apparently Gip is not dead so disregard everything I said. Gip I am praying for you man, you are a great kid and one of the best I know. Stay strong.

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Re: shit needs to be cleared up anonymous September 21 2003, 22:37:00 UTC
next to me and not really say anything. I didnt get that from anyone else. In her, i felt like i truly meant something to someone, even my parents noticed that bianca was affected much worse than anyone else at the party. Even now, everytime i see her, or talk to her, she shows so much joy in seeing me and i truly feel like im missed when im with her. Of all my friends, shes the only one that calls me here at mercer. I mean little things like that mean alot whether u believe it or not. At the football game that friday before i went to UGA, we spent the entire time cuddled together, this may not seem big to u, but to me i couldnt have been happier. Yes i invited her to UGA and to the party where u saw her, i wanted to hang out with her as well as everyone else. Its not fair to her that i had always screwed her over for u because i love her too man. I love her soo much and i cant do this anymore, always hiding my feelings about her when im with u. I can't keep having to chose between the people i love. That sat night, i was truly pissed how pissed off u got, at first i could see why, she cursed u out for no reason, but then she called back to apologize cus she thought u said something to her at first, but u hung up. I dont understand how u can still truly be pissed at her when all that high school drama should have ended when u went to college. I dont know whether u will still be my friend after this but i love ya man and before i can continue growing, i have to be honest with myself and with all those i care about. I love ya man, i hope this isn't goodbye.

ur bro
Fonz

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