things that have been on my mind lately:

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-wrong judgements of people
-how much ive been talking crap lately
-food, all the time
-homecoming (17 days)
-when i get to move back to FC and have friends again
-whether or not i actually have any musical/art talent
-scott pink
-organization
-why there are so many thoughts swirling around in my head
-where all my time goes
-all these new people im meeting
-people who pop in and out of my life
-old issues
-drugs
-alcohol
-trust
-how much i miss my friends/scott
-why i am such a jealous person
-what i could do if i actually applied myself
-some dude
-saturday
and how much it bothers me when people don`t care about themselves.

I really, really hope things aren`t going to get like they were again. I`m more mature now, but it`s only September. I`m really glad I had that talk with Katie last night. That was one of the easiest ones i have had in a long time and it was with someone I actually want to see. Tonight is going to be fun. Saturday I`m going to chill with a ton of people and it`s going to be amazing. I hope. I hope I don`t freak out on ------ as much as I want to. I`ll get by as long as I stick by the people that care.
This is so scattered.