Tell It Like It Is.....
I try to anyways, but sometimes people can't handle the truth, and I end up feeling like I should just lie to them to make them feel better.... Whatever I am not changing who I am because others aren't ready to handle what it really is..... I want the truth, so I give it, deal with it.
I pierced my lip, it is pretty awesome, not gunna lie (because as I stated above, I prefer not to.) Everyone keeps telling me how hot I am with it, and its great. It has given me a strange kind of not quite tough, but more confident edge for some reason, I don't know why..... It's pretty great. I need to get back to the gym, I pulled something in my shoulder a couple days ago and have just been trying to take it easy so I can start going back, but I am afraid I am going to get comfortable not going, and fall out of my regiment fast. Whatever, whatever happens happens. I think Carmen is amazing, and I like her alot, I don't know why. I like how she writes me all these sweet little notes, how she is too shy to say things to me on the phone or face to face, but then writes them down for me to get later.... it makes my day. She said she is making me something, I wonder what it is, I've never had anyone craft me something beofre to tell me how they felt about me, I've only ever done that for others..... reciprocation feels really good.
I miss her and wish she'd stop being sick so we can snuggle, she's really good at snuggling, and thats all i need right now is a napfest buddy. I mean, I'm not gunna lie, I really really really need to get laid too, but there is always time for that, and I am never short of people wanting to do me, so it's more about what I really want over all, not just what I want now.... I want in the long run a great girlfriend, and Carmen is doing an excellent job, so sex will happen in time.....
I am an adult, I can wait.
I pierced my lip, it is pretty awesome, not gunna lie (because as I stated above, I prefer not to.) Everyone keeps telling me how hot I am with it, and its great. It has given me a strange kind of not quite tough, but more confident edge for some reason, I don't know why..... It's pretty great. I need to get back to the gym, I pulled something in my shoulder a couple days ago and have just been trying to take it easy so I can start going back, but I am afraid I am going to get comfortable not going, and fall out of my regiment fast. Whatever, whatever happens happens. I think Carmen is amazing, and I like her alot, I don't know why. I like how she writes me all these sweet little notes, how she is too shy to say things to me on the phone or face to face, but then writes them down for me to get later.... it makes my day. She said she is making me something, I wonder what it is, I've never had anyone craft me something beofre to tell me how they felt about me, I've only ever done that for others..... reciprocation feels really good.
I miss her and wish she'd stop being sick so we can snuggle, she's really good at snuggling, and thats all i need right now is a napfest buddy. I mean, I'm not gunna lie, I really really really need to get laid too, but there is always time for that, and I am never short of people wanting to do me, so it's more about what I really want over all, not just what I want now.... I want in the long run a great girlfriend, and Carmen is doing an excellent job, so sex will happen in time.....
I am an adult, I can wait.