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Hey there everyone...what's up? Me nuttin much, just bored! Today I saw Alan Rosas at school and all I wanted to do was fuck the shit out of him, DAMN he looks sooooo good! I have all these fantasy's and there all with him! I don't know why...I have a craving for him...it's like I have to have him! One of these days I will fuck him I know it...it's just bound to happen! The only thing I worry about is...what if he's small...that would really such. That would be sooooo disappointing! They say that guys that work out are normally small and Alan works out a lot so I'm kinda nervous, what am I talking about...it's not like he wants to fuck me...he has a gurl friend, he can't! I don't know! Sometimes it seems like he likes me and then sometimes it doesn't...what the fuck?!? I guess he liked me last year but he didn't show that he did cause if he had than we would have went out, but NO!...of course not! He says that I should work on my flirting skills but I think he needs to work on his! He could have just told me that he liked me, but he had to sit there and beat around the bush and because he did that nothing ever happened between us! And now he has a gurl friend but whatever...that's his business! All I know is that I wanna fuck the shit out of him but if you know me than you already know that so this is no news flash...just old news! Today I was chatting with this guy online...he was fine and really nice to talk to...two in one...how awesome! I added him to my buddie list so we'll probably become good friends! It was Jamie's birthday yesterday...so...HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY JAMIE! Sorry it's late! I got a whole bunch of playboy bunny shit yesterday and today so I'm in a pretty good mood, I can't wait for all of it to get here! I talked to my mom today and I miss her sooooo much, it's hard not being able to see her whenever I want! I wish my mom lived closer! She's my best friend and I don't ever want to loose her! Anyways...Tomorrow Jamie is coming over and we'll probably smoke I mean I do every other day so why not tomorrow?!?...LOL! Issac and Jessica didn't talk to each other at all today, but hopefully that wont last for long! I think they make a cute couple, and I know that deep down inside Issac likes Jessica and I know damn well that Jessica likes Issac! So they should just get together already, and stop wasting time! Oh yeah and this last weekend Bobby was over here getting high with us and that bitch is not a smoker cause when he hit the pipe he barely sucked at all I didn't even see smoke come out of his mouth...how gay is that, that's pussy shit! So if he's ever braggin about "Oh I smoked so much last night, I got so high" just tell him..."Shut the fuck up Bobby" and if he keeps telling you that than challenge him and give him a bowl and see his pussy ass hits! Well that's it for now...bye!