~kickin back~
Well today nothing eciting really happened! I just kisked back and chilled. Lance spent the night last night...and we smoked as soon as we woke up this morning! I've been high everyday for the past 6 days...how cool is that? Well George went back to the military and miss him already! He's gone for 3 months I hope he writes me! I'm still talking to Matt, but my gram accidentally blocked his calls so now he can't call anymore...which sucks! I miss hearing his voice...I just want to be with him! But then George makes me feel really good about myself too! I don't know what to do! I've liked Matt forever and would do anything to be with him right now, but George is here now and Matt is'nt...please give me some advice, and Jamie if your reading this please help me out...what should I do? Anyways...yesterday luiz and I went to Chris.F's house and we had fun he had some alchool so we were drinking besides the fact that I had already drank and smoked before I went over there! So I got fucked up! Friday night I went to Rayn's party at the bay and I was completley shit faced...Jessica was there too and she could'nt even walk it was sooooo funny, I had to help her out, she also finally got to make out with Isac...the guy that she's been dying to get with! I was sooooo horney Friday night all I wanted to do was fuck Alan Rosas...I don't know why, well actually I do...cause he has a fine ass body, and face! But I guess Isac told Alan that I wanted to fuck him and Alan said that he would love to fuck my brains out but he has a gurl friend and that I missed out in 9th grade! I xcan't believe that he brought that up! That was not my fault! If he would have told me that he liked me than I would have never went out with Mike! Maybe he should work on his flirting skills! It's alright though I gaurantee I'll have my chance...one of these days I will fuck the shit out of Alan Rosas...you have my word! Well that's pretty much all I did this weekend so I'll write more tomorrow!...bye!