where to begin?.......
well life is shitty if you know what i mean? i made a HUGE mistake, thats has messed up with my life for the next couple months! and the worst thing about it is that i cant do anything to change it! Thats what hurts the most. .......
My schedule consist of waking up, going to school, coming home, doing my chores and homework and then up to my room! THATS IT! for another 45 days (what a long ass time!) i cant hang out with anyone! my cell has been taiking away untill may 11 i think and i dont get my lincense untill about a month after my birthday! Shit! so basically im useless right now! not to mention things were finally lookin better in my house! my mom was trustin me, we fought less, it was sorta peaceful for the first in a long long time! but i messed that up, and now im back to square one! Which really sucks seeing as how i was so unhappy when i was there! so life pretty much sucks and has stopped for me!
On a more positive note, im up at my dads house right now ( which is like heaven!!) and im probally going ova the guys houses tommarow which should be a BLAST! man i miss them! then maybe over Kristens to hangout and eat! so it sounds like fun! OOO its kinda weird but i've been starting to wrtie poems! (yea i no sounds korny) but im not actually that bad! i have about 4 good ones! and i just gotta say that writting them actually helps me get my feelings out! but yea..... It seems like now that im groundid my phone is ringing off the hook with people who wanna hangout!?! whats up with that? WHY DIDNT YOU CALL WHEN I WASNT GROUNDED LOL nah im just messing but it really does seem that way!
so today i went up to Hooters. it was fun! Im startin to LOVE Hooters curly fries and floor sauce << inside joke with a couple of people...then my dad (hes so CRAZY lol) well we went into Art Van to look around lol we endid up gettin in trouble cause i was driving around those actomatic wheel chair thingys lol and my dad started making fun of those guys who work there!! RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM it was HILARIOUS!! then we went grocery shopping which by the way I HATE!!! lol but yea it wasnt that bad!
Ok well my guy life is all messed up! i like jarriod alot but we arent really on "speakin terms" if you know what i mean, and now im starting to like a guy i used to again!?! whats with that? lol but i guesss you cant help who you like! (but it would be so much eariser!) so i dont no what to do about that one but i guess i will just let it work itself out!!
lol yea i noticed that too lol .... i spelt genas "ol" boyfriends name erin instead of aaron! and i should have known that because my couzin whos a guy name is aaron lol but i guess i wasnt thinkin lol! well this is pretty long so i think im going go but just leave some love or call me this Spring Break! later dudes
<3 Erika 810 593 5000
My schedule consist of waking up, going to school, coming home, doing my chores and homework and then up to my room! THATS IT! for another 45 days (what a long ass time!) i cant hang out with anyone! my cell has been taiking away untill may 11 i think and i dont get my lincense untill about a month after my birthday! Shit! so basically im useless right now! not to mention things were finally lookin better in my house! my mom was trustin me, we fought less, it was sorta peaceful for the first in a long long time! but i messed that up, and now im back to square one! Which really sucks seeing as how i was so unhappy when i was there! so life pretty much sucks and has stopped for me!
On a more positive note, im up at my dads house right now ( which is like heaven!!) and im probally going ova the guys houses tommarow which should be a BLAST! man i miss them! then maybe over Kristens to hangout and eat! so it sounds like fun! OOO its kinda weird but i've been starting to wrtie poems! (yea i no sounds korny) but im not actually that bad! i have about 4 good ones! and i just gotta say that writting them actually helps me get my feelings out! but yea..... It seems like now that im groundid my phone is ringing off the hook with people who wanna hangout!?! whats up with that? WHY DIDNT YOU CALL WHEN I WASNT GROUNDED LOL nah im just messing but it really does seem that way!
so today i went up to Hooters. it was fun! Im startin to LOVE Hooters curly fries and floor sauce << inside joke with a couple of people...then my dad (hes so CRAZY lol) well we went into Art Van to look around lol we endid up gettin in trouble cause i was driving around those actomatic wheel chair thingys lol and my dad started making fun of those guys who work there!! RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM it was HILARIOUS!! then we went grocery shopping which by the way I HATE!!! lol but yea it wasnt that bad!
Ok well my guy life is all messed up! i like jarriod alot but we arent really on "speakin terms" if you know what i mean, and now im starting to like a guy i used to again!?! whats with that? lol but i guesss you cant help who you like! (but it would be so much eariser!) so i dont no what to do about that one but i guess i will just let it work itself out!!
lol yea i noticed that too lol .... i spelt genas "ol" boyfriends name erin instead of aaron! and i should have known that because my couzin whos a guy name is aaron lol but i guess i wasnt thinkin lol! well this is pretty long so i think im going go but just leave some love or call me this Spring Break! later dudes
<3 Erika 810 593 5000