poop
my date is only a month out now!
dont u hate it when ppl who r supposed to be ur friends talk/ bitch/ joke about you behind ur back....or when they think ur asleep.
i found out um... last week... that the worst event in my life that only 2 ppl at the time knew about, was "gossiped" about by both people who knew. i cant belive that now after everything i did for those 2 people. i know they both went through the exact same thing n all i did was try n help but they both fucked me over n it took me a year till i realised how much i was screwed over. how can i trust people so much n then get fucked over completly.
also turns out dani jarrod n kim love to talk about me too. kim thinks im freaky n im desperate... thats nice! jarrod would rather do stuff with dani than me ooh and im dumb cause i'm pale n have red hair... they were immitating me n making me sound dumn n that they didnt like me. oh it was so much fun! im so pissed off n hurt.
dani keeps trying to make excuses n i really dont wanna hear it i dont really wana talk to them. im sick of people i think are my friends treating me like shit n expecting me to be ok n get over it.
its happened too many times.
plus side- the city was fun.... 2 of my fave ppl :) very oversharing at times but i should be used to that hey maddy? AJ u'll have to ask maddy im not saying anything about what she said :P time for some emo shit- u guys make me happy n belive there are actually some nice people around. so thanks for that :) love u lots.
dont u hate it when ppl who r supposed to be ur friends talk/ bitch/ joke about you behind ur back....or when they think ur asleep.
i found out um... last week... that the worst event in my life that only 2 ppl at the time knew about, was "gossiped" about by both people who knew. i cant belive that now after everything i did for those 2 people. i know they both went through the exact same thing n all i did was try n help but they both fucked me over n it took me a year till i realised how much i was screwed over. how can i trust people so much n then get fucked over completly.
also turns out dani jarrod n kim love to talk about me too. kim thinks im freaky n im desperate... thats nice! jarrod would rather do stuff with dani than me ooh and im dumb cause i'm pale n have red hair... they were immitating me n making me sound dumn n that they didnt like me. oh it was so much fun! im so pissed off n hurt.
dani keeps trying to make excuses n i really dont wanna hear it i dont really wana talk to them. im sick of people i think are my friends treating me like shit n expecting me to be ok n get over it.
its happened too many times.
plus side- the city was fun.... 2 of my fave ppl :) very oversharing at times but i should be used to that hey maddy? AJ u'll have to ask maddy im not saying anything about what she said :P time for some emo shit- u guys make me happy n belive there are actually some nice people around. so thanks for that :) love u lots.