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my amazing roommate told me about this website thing about people that send in postcards with their deepest secrets on them. we read some of them, some of them made me say 'awe damn' and some of them made me giggle. i got to thinking about my own life and my own deep sercrets. i came up with 20 of them so far, there probably will be more to come but... here you are. you should all really take a look at your life and think about your secrets. sharing them might make you feel better.
Secrets:
1. I love playing old video games & don’t really like trying new ones. Not because I’m worried I won’t do well with them, but it’s a way I can hold on to my past.
2. There are times when I’ve really wanted to punch someone in the face. There have also been times when I have.
3. Sometimes I’m jealous of the bum pushing the cart of cans down the street because the only thing he has to worry about is finding enough money for his next bottle of booze.
4. Sometimes when I see a cute, young girl in a little skirt and tall boots dancing around, I don’t think how adorable she is but rather how much of a whore she will be when she reaches high school.
5. When I walk down a street by myself and I see a black man approaching, I get really nervous that he might rob me or rape me. That never crosses my mind when I see a white man.
6. Every morning when I wake up I think today is going to be an amazing day. Every night before I go to sleep I think thank god I didn’t die.
7. Sometimes I wish I had all the minutes I’ve wasted wishing on stars back and spent that time living in the moment, not fantasizing about something that will never happen.
8. I fear that if I don’t make sexual advances towards a guy, he won’t know that I like him and loose interest in me.
9. I like it when people look at me. Maybe it’s to compliment me or to pick on me for something but at least I’m being noticed and looked at for those brief moments.
10. I still giggle inside when I hear the words penis or wiener and from time to time I’ll spell out boobs on my calculator.
11. When I think people are making the biggest mistakes of their lives, I try to tell them and advise against it. If they don’t take into consideration the consequences, I sometimes hope that they do end up making the biggest mistake and when that happens, I really have to hold my self back from saying “I told you so.”
12. I think tie-dye is one of the coolest trends that have lasted throughout the past few decades. Same with polka-dots. Unfortunately, acid wash jeans are NOT one of those trends.
13. When I’m faced with new stressors, one of the only ways I can react and keep my sanity is to become overly sarcastic.
14. I love being the jokester or the comedienne of the group of friends I have but I’m afraid that when I need to be serious, those people won’t understand. It’s already happened so many times and it really hurts.
15. I tend to brush off things by saying “oh well, whatever.” I never brush anything off that makes me say those words. Anything that comes out prior to those 3 words will stick with me for a long, long time. I just won’t tell you about it.
16. Sometimes I want nothing more than to find the man of my dreams and settle down and start a life and live happily ever after… sometimes.
17. I’m pretty sure I already found the guy of my dreams but I screwed up and let him slip away. I still think about it everyday.
18. Some of the guys in my life that have significant others aren’t out of the running, I just view those significant others as obstacles in the challenge.
19. If given the opportunity, I don’t think I’d do anything over. I’m glad things turned out the way they did because I’ve learned so many things from all the times I’ve screwed up. Maybe one day, all of those life lessons will start to sink in.
20. I was a mistake.
Secrets:
1. I love playing old video games & don’t really like trying new ones. Not because I’m worried I won’t do well with them, but it’s a way I can hold on to my past.
2. There are times when I’ve really wanted to punch someone in the face. There have also been times when I have.
3. Sometimes I’m jealous of the bum pushing the cart of cans down the street because the only thing he has to worry about is finding enough money for his next bottle of booze.
4. Sometimes when I see a cute, young girl in a little skirt and tall boots dancing around, I don’t think how adorable she is but rather how much of a whore she will be when she reaches high school.
5. When I walk down a street by myself and I see a black man approaching, I get really nervous that he might rob me or rape me. That never crosses my mind when I see a white man.
6. Every morning when I wake up I think today is going to be an amazing day. Every night before I go to sleep I think thank god I didn’t die.
7. Sometimes I wish I had all the minutes I’ve wasted wishing on stars back and spent that time living in the moment, not fantasizing about something that will never happen.
8. I fear that if I don’t make sexual advances towards a guy, he won’t know that I like him and loose interest in me.
9. I like it when people look at me. Maybe it’s to compliment me or to pick on me for something but at least I’m being noticed and looked at for those brief moments.
10. I still giggle inside when I hear the words penis or wiener and from time to time I’ll spell out boobs on my calculator.
11. When I think people are making the biggest mistakes of their lives, I try to tell them and advise against it. If they don’t take into consideration the consequences, I sometimes hope that they do end up making the biggest mistake and when that happens, I really have to hold my self back from saying “I told you so.”
12. I think tie-dye is one of the coolest trends that have lasted throughout the past few decades. Same with polka-dots. Unfortunately, acid wash jeans are NOT one of those trends.
13. When I’m faced with new stressors, one of the only ways I can react and keep my sanity is to become overly sarcastic.
14. I love being the jokester or the comedienne of the group of friends I have but I’m afraid that when I need to be serious, those people won’t understand. It’s already happened so many times and it really hurts.
15. I tend to brush off things by saying “oh well, whatever.” I never brush anything off that makes me say those words. Anything that comes out prior to those 3 words will stick with me for a long, long time. I just won’t tell you about it.
16. Sometimes I want nothing more than to find the man of my dreams and settle down and start a life and live happily ever after… sometimes.
17. I’m pretty sure I already found the guy of my dreams but I screwed up and let him slip away. I still think about it everyday.
18. Some of the guys in my life that have significant others aren’t out of the running, I just view those significant others as obstacles in the challenge.
19. If given the opportunity, I don’t think I’d do anything over. I’m glad things turned out the way they did because I’ve learned so many things from all the times I’ve screwed up. Maybe one day, all of those life lessons will start to sink in.
20. I was a mistake.