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so let me set the stage for you: there's this guy... whom i really like. i haven't ever met him, i'll be honest. he messaged me on myspace and we hit it off amazingly. like, he is a male version of me. its fantastic. he says he likes me; an awful lot. but... there's this thing, this "girl" who he was kinda seeing for a little while, but things didn't work out with her. she's pregnent, with another man's kid. and like, he says that they're friends. and that, on new years eve, she spend the night with him and they slept in the same bed and all he could do was think about me. they didn't do anything because he likes me. i believe him... but she left him a comment with "i love you...." and he messaged her back with an "i love you too"... and it just made my stomach do a flip. i'm hoping... and assuming that its all platonic. but nevertheless... i didn't like it.

i have to wait a week to meet him and i just hope in that weeks time... things pan out. as he put it, he's no longer keeping his options for other girls because he found me... and he really hopes things will work out with me and him. but idk about that. like, ugh... boys are so confusing.

can i cry yet? yeah? ok thanks.