The Emptiness Paralyzes Me...
I have come to determine after being in the apartment two days straight, with no work to keep me busy, that I never want to live alone. Granted I had lots of fun when I blasted some of George Michael's Faith and walked around with no pants for awhile (yeah, put that picture in your visual imagery pipe and smoke it!). And then that was that one time, when I put my heels on and strut around the apartment like a Top Model.
I digress, tonight was the official launch party of OzFest 2oo8. Ladies and gentlemen it was not successful. Turns out, a lot of prison rape and cussing and fighting can make your soul heavy. I am thinking Monday, when I have work off, maybe I'll have a "Weeds" or "NewsRadio" or "Are You Being Served?" marathon. Is "Night Court" on dvd? And does the Evansville Public Library have it?
The Christmas tree was taken down tonight, the holidays are officially over folks. I am happy for it. I am ready for this New Year. Even though New Year's is like the Bermuda Triangle of resolutions (Every year I want to make the same changes, but halfway through the month of Febuary I loose the resolutions), I would like to casually introduce a few new changes to my life. I'm not even going to waste time complaining about being fat, you all know me and how ginormous my ass is.
I think I would like to work on being more social. You know, a little less shy. There are so many times when I ponder, "Why didn't I talk more? or why didn't I say that? Or why did I stand there like a fucktard and not introduce myself?" I don't know, get to know more men. That would be nice. Men are good.
...god I just really want to go back the bars and drink. Not to get drunk, I just like being in bars. So, I guess another resolution is to drink more!!! Haha, that's actually not funny....cause of my mom's drunk ass...but really I'm going to bed now...
I digress, tonight was the official launch party of OzFest 2oo8. Ladies and gentlemen it was not successful. Turns out, a lot of prison rape and cussing and fighting can make your soul heavy. I am thinking Monday, when I have work off, maybe I'll have a "Weeds" or "NewsRadio" or "Are You Being Served?" marathon. Is "Night Court" on dvd? And does the Evansville Public Library have it?
The Christmas tree was taken down tonight, the holidays are officially over folks. I am happy for it. I am ready for this New Year. Even though New Year's is like the Bermuda Triangle of resolutions (Every year I want to make the same changes, but halfway through the month of Febuary I loose the resolutions), I would like to casually introduce a few new changes to my life. I'm not even going to waste time complaining about being fat, you all know me and how ginormous my ass is.
I think I would like to work on being more social. You know, a little less shy. There are so many times when I ponder, "Why didn't I talk more? or why didn't I say that? Or why did I stand there like a fucktard and not introduce myself?" I don't know, get to know more men. That would be nice. Men are good.
...god I just really want to go back the bars and drink. Not to get drunk, I just like being in bars. So, I guess another resolution is to drink more!!! Haha, that's actually not funny....cause of my mom's drunk ass...but really I'm going to bed now...