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Unraveling the pages of my life with the help of books, friends and reflection has helped me to discover myself.
I have spent so long going through the motions of life but at the end of the day coming up with emptiness… This emptiness I have began to fill with genuine feeling, unique feelings that words can not be pinned to… the only way I can describe it is that I am beginning to feel ‘whole’.
I received a phone call a few nights ago from an old teacher… it was *bites lip* intriguing. He seems to know me so well; but I am cynical about some of the things that he was talking to me about. Perhaps only on a conscious level though, because had I dismissed them completely I would not have this internal ‘knowing’ that I posses at the moment. It is like my subconscious knows that he is right but my conscience and social conditioning causes me to doubt it.
Is getting embarrassed about accepting a compliment sort of like being humbled or is it an inappropriate response.
Should you stumble across my LJ Andrew I would like to thank you for what you said the other night, it was helpful and in a way I have my own form of spirituality going on… one day though I think what you said will come true… if it hasn’t already.
*dances away*
I have spent so long going through the motions of life but at the end of the day coming up with emptiness… This emptiness I have began to fill with genuine feeling, unique feelings that words can not be pinned to… the only way I can describe it is that I am beginning to feel ‘whole’.
I received a phone call a few nights ago from an old teacher… it was *bites lip* intriguing. He seems to know me so well; but I am cynical about some of the things that he was talking to me about. Perhaps only on a conscious level though, because had I dismissed them completely I would not have this internal ‘knowing’ that I posses at the moment. It is like my subconscious knows that he is right but my conscience and social conditioning causes me to doubt it.
Is getting embarrassed about accepting a compliment sort of like being humbled or is it an inappropriate response.
Should you stumble across my LJ Andrew I would like to thank you for what you said the other night, it was helpful and in a way I have my own form of spirituality going on… one day though I think what you said will come true… if it hasn’t already.
*dances away*