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blaaaaa
I hate my life... it sux life sux
I deffinetly do NOT want to go back to skool....
im really worried about wats going to happen this year... I dont wanna go thru all that shit again... it was horrible very bad maybe Sudz will like doe over the summer vacation... that would be good... im really sic of feeling like shit all of the time because of him...
and of caurse like I figured no John and Uncle Ron those fucking cunts....
I wish I could hate john it would make things so much simpler...
I hate myself... im going to seriously like stop eating or something...
My eyes-never clear
always bloodshot-& filled with tears
everyday-looking for something new
nothings changed
still the same mind numbing pain
cant ignore the world
eyes waiting to be sewn shut
always my veins, waiting for the cut
when cant do anything
but loathe the day
for ever close my eyes of pain....
I hate my life... it sux life sux
I deffinetly do NOT want to go back to skool....
im really worried about wats going to happen this year... I dont wanna go thru all that shit again... it was horrible very bad maybe Sudz will like doe over the summer vacation... that would be good... im really sic of feeling like shit all of the time because of him...
and of caurse like I figured no John and Uncle Ron those fucking cunts....
I wish I could hate john it would make things so much simpler...
I hate myself... im going to seriously like stop eating or something...
My eyes-never clear
always bloodshot-& filled with tears
everyday-looking for something new
nothings changed
still the same mind numbing pain
cant ignore the world
eyes waiting to be sewn shut
always my veins, waiting for the cut
when cant do anything
but loathe the day
for ever close my eyes of pain....