I haven't really been able to blog the last couple of days, because I've been trying to stay busy. In my previous post I said I hoped he'd live till the next day so that I could see him again.. well, he didn't. I received the call around 10am that next morning. But I didn't l cry like I had the days before when he was dying.. I just felt empty. I ( Read more... )

I would like to start this entry by apologizing. I apologize for for being sick and unable to fully be there for my friends, although I try my best, I apologize to my sweet boyfriend for not being able to help out around the apartment as much as I'd like to, I apologize to my teachers for not attending class that much and giving them extra work ( Read more... )

Today I haven't done much. Felt too sick to go to school, so I stayed at home. Haven't had the energy to do much. About 70% of  my day consisted of reading. And the rest.. eating, some TV, and some computertime. But that was about it. But, I didn't find it boring.. it's cause I am in this daze, and I feel like nothing really matters. Nothing at all ( Read more... )