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am i too complex to see?
too blurry to depict?
too unavailble to grasp?
excuses, excuses, excuses
they fill your cup to the top
overflowing w/ hostility, you drown a wet death
a forlorn attempt to stay above the service
sea level gets higher and im in death valley
my decision to stay afloat wavering
provoke my desperation, my unwillingness to live
you know you're the best at that
causing me to evoke sympathy for your doings
id kill myself before i ever touch you