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and the cliff looks higher from down here
tears fall upward wishing to fall from the top
i wish i could promise such things
i see a glimpse of you
waving off signs of negativity
warning off any part of me
and i wish i was in your shoes
just to feel you do the things you do
just to have a second alone w/ you
but i cant wish, i cant even dream
so everything it front of me is everything it seems
ill hold myselt together tight
making sure everyone and everything is doing alright
while i crumlbe like a puzzle unfinished
which is how it seems God made me
whole and emtpy
i never meant to stab so fast, so hard, so near.