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i can't sleep and it's almost 6. todd didn't call me back tonight. he seemed too busy to talk to me when i called him around 1. whatever. we're broken up so i guess he doesn't have to call me back anymore. still hurts though. it's too hot in my room. it's hot every night. maybe it's because it's so small and my bed takes up the whole place. or maybe the heat is on, i don't know. either way it needs to get cold so i can sleep. and my heartburn needs to go away. and todd should have called me back. i think my sister is up now. i really wish i could sleep.
i had fun at jessica's tonight. michael didn't show up and missed out on his muffins. never again will i buy muffins for you michael. you missed your chance. the girls beat the boys' asses at cranium. and i love their apartment. i almost started crying when i drove over the bridge because i was so happy to be home. i loved it before but after living in nashville i see how historic and wonderful this city is. nashville is all about being "music city" and having snobby people. i can tell you one thing, nashville has a lot of great bands there but they aren't as friendly as the ones up here. too competitive, too "rockstarish".
maybe it's because i'm tired and out of my mind right now but i really want to go back to school. i really want to get a photography degree. i still want to do advertising but i love photography. it's the only thing that i'm passionate about. i think it would take me 2.5 years or so to get a bachelors. that doesn't seem so bad, especially since my photo/art classes were the only ones that i ever enjoyed going to. now all i have to do is find money to be able to go back because i don't want to ask my parents for it. it's almost been a year since i graduated and i still don't have a job in my field. maybe it's because it's not really what i want to do. why is it that i'm 23 now and i still don't really know what i want to do? i know i like advertising but i don't want to do entry level sales to work my way up to what i want to do. i think i would really love to be a photographer and eventually start up a company with eden (who's getting her graphic design degree). that's a long way off but that's what we plan to do. i'd also love to see my work in an art gallery.
ok i'm getting really sleepy now so maybe i'll be able to fall asleep now. sorry if i bored you.
i had fun at jessica's tonight. michael didn't show up and missed out on his muffins. never again will i buy muffins for you michael. you missed your chance. the girls beat the boys' asses at cranium. and i love their apartment. i almost started crying when i drove over the bridge because i was so happy to be home. i loved it before but after living in nashville i see how historic and wonderful this city is. nashville is all about being "music city" and having snobby people. i can tell you one thing, nashville has a lot of great bands there but they aren't as friendly as the ones up here. too competitive, too "rockstarish".
maybe it's because i'm tired and out of my mind right now but i really want to go back to school. i really want to get a photography degree. i still want to do advertising but i love photography. it's the only thing that i'm passionate about. i think it would take me 2.5 years or so to get a bachelors. that doesn't seem so bad, especially since my photo/art classes were the only ones that i ever enjoyed going to. now all i have to do is find money to be able to go back because i don't want to ask my parents for it. it's almost been a year since i graduated and i still don't have a job in my field. maybe it's because it's not really what i want to do. why is it that i'm 23 now and i still don't really know what i want to do? i know i like advertising but i don't want to do entry level sales to work my way up to what i want to do. i think i would really love to be a photographer and eventually start up a company with eden (who's getting her graphic design degree). that's a long way off but that's what we plan to do. i'd also love to see my work in an art gallery.
ok i'm getting really sleepy now so maybe i'll be able to fall asleep now. sorry if i bored you.