May 24, 2001 19:52
i really don't feel like explaining my self, i really wasn't into that sort of thing, and it often times makes me feel liek i am looking arrogant to others, so i tend to try and stay away from that. I really don't know if any of this will be interesting at all, but i hope someone likes it besides me likeing it for keeping a journal. I suppsoe i wil give an account of the thing in my day that was most important, and today i have this happening:
I gave this girl a flower today... i didn't even know her, i just gave it to her, becuase she is a freind of a freind. God, i wish everyone acted the way she did. Her eyes went wide, she smiled and she said thankyou in the most caring and thankful voice... you could tell no one had ever done anything so nice to her like that in a while... i suppose it is sort of sad now that i think about it, but i don't knwo how else to explaian it... i gave some flowers to toher people today as well... everyone else was very un apreciative. You could tell they didn't care. Of course they said thankyou, and carried the flower around for the rest of the day, but they didn't care very much, not like that one girl, they sort of took it for granted that someoen would have done that for them... i think i will give that girl a flower again sometime soon... i think she needs it, she is always talking to someone, as if she has something important to say, but i never have listened, so i wouldn't know... i thik she talks just becuase she wants to feel important, or that somsone is actually there listening... and that is why she was so happy, becuase she realized that someone actually WAS paying attention to her... but those are my opinions... Perhaps i will give her a flower tomorrow, and tell her i couldn't resist, that it made me feel so good to she her so happy, that i just had to give her another flower...
I suppose that is all i will type today... maybe later on i will add another entry, but i am not sure... if i don't, then don't be disappointed... well, you may, but i wouldn't suggest it.
-Cole