Oct 15, 2005 11:39
I'm so tired of stupid games! After a three hour conversation with a
female whose name isn't important, I finally decide to try a romantic
relationship. So I call to talk to her about it today and all the sudden,
the tune has changed. Now, she doesn't want a romantic relationship at
all. Then why did we spend hours talking about all that? I'm done with all
of this. I'm forced to wonder why I even bother with women. Every girl
I've even shown interest in has rebuked me. To hell with it. You know it
kills me that I was just talking to Amy about it last night and sharing it
with her. Amy has found someone that she can be happy with, and just when
I thought that maybe I had too and feel confident enough to share it with
someone else, then bam!! the next day I'm shot down. *sigh* Whatever. I
think I'm going to break contact entirely.