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i think i might offer to sell my horse, jake. its gonna be really hard for me, but i think we need too. we cant afford him or his upkeep anymore. it makes me upset just thinking about it. i'm not sure if my parents will let me, because they know how hard it will be on me. but, i really think it will help with the money situation a lot. my dad hasn't had a real job in almost 2 years, and a horse is a huge financial burden. paying for board, feed, lessons, vet, shoes all adds up. its not like hes just a dog that can hold off on a vet visit for a week or two, he's like a baby, he needs constant attention. I'm getting ready to be a senior anyway, right? maybe its time.