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Let it be known that this is the morning of muffins! Not for me, though. Probably eggs for me if I don't go home and collapse immediately.
I had a great workout at the gym with TJ this past evening. I am definitely starting to notice a change in myself even though it is so early on. I notice that my endurance is increasing as well. I don't think it will take me all that long to reach my goals this time. In the past, it always seemed like I was doing well if I could accomplish something in under six months. It will be different; I'm sure of it. I am pushing way too hard for it not to be.
I have a lot on my mind lately, as I find myself getting snubbed by people very close to me for no particular reason. I haven't really been around enough for there is actually be a reason. I also haven't done anything to warrant such behavior otherwise. I can only imagine there is a pull from someone who shouldn't have a choice in the matter any way. This is the third time that I haven't been invited to a family birthday. I wish that someone at least would try to be honest with me.
But despite that fact and the continuing issues with money, I find myself slowly growing happier and remembering what it means to feel good. I am glad to be back in the saddle with modeling. I'm happy to say that I've been able to adjust my schedule enough to be spending more time with TJ and Trenton. I guess I just need to keep focused and remember that I have a lot to be grateful for.
I had a great workout at the gym with TJ this past evening. I am definitely starting to notice a change in myself even though it is so early on. I notice that my endurance is increasing as well. I don't think it will take me all that long to reach my goals this time. In the past, it always seemed like I was doing well if I could accomplish something in under six months. It will be different; I'm sure of it. I am pushing way too hard for it not to be.
I have a lot on my mind lately, as I find myself getting snubbed by people very close to me for no particular reason. I haven't really been around enough for there is actually be a reason. I also haven't done anything to warrant such behavior otherwise. I can only imagine there is a pull from someone who shouldn't have a choice in the matter any way. This is the third time that I haven't been invited to a family birthday. I wish that someone at least would try to be honest with me.
But despite that fact and the continuing issues with money, I find myself slowly growing happier and remembering what it means to feel good. I am glad to be back in the saddle with modeling. I'm happy to say that I've been able to adjust my schedule enough to be spending more time with TJ and Trenton. I guess I just need to keep focused and remember that I have a lot to be grateful for.