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I certainly have a lot of time to think about everything at my job. At some point, I will get a workout in, too. I was sad to have to come to work when I did, as a nap with TJ turned steamy just before I had to leave the house. It gave me something to look forward to. TJ and I have said some very meaningful interactions in the past few days. I appreciate every little thing, and it makes me miss him when I'm gone even more. I know that most people would consider that absurd, but I love him completely. I feel that emptiness when I can't hold him when I get like this. I believe that this is probably a huge step in the right direction as I continue to regain my connection with my romantic self. He keeps me grounded as we can through this difficult time.
Life isn't so wonderful right now, but I am trying my hardest to make the best of the situation handed to us.