So -- in the first four months of the year, I:
-- Got 3 new piercings. This is the latest:
-- Got a new tattoo.
-- Got back down to a size 4.
-- Have actually been happy instead of depressed and anxious.
-- Landed a magazine spread.
-- Acquired a second boy, who is awesome and likes me for me.
-- Became a soccer mom.
-- Have booked several big photo shoots.
-- Started smoking again.
There is a lot of big changes going on. The last one may not seem like a good thing, and it isn't. But at least I'm not refraining because the thought of smoking terrifies me. I doubt this will be a long-term thing, but it needed to happen.