Hiatus

Aug 18, 2014 18:40

Miss me?  If you haven't already realized, I haven't written anything in over a month. Why not? There's no short answer for that. It's a cocktail of being busy, stressed out, sad, anxious, and more. On a base level, I'm doing fine, at least physically. Work is going to wrap up in a few weeks, and I haven't been able to arrange my next job yet. I've applied to a few things, want to try some other things.  I've budgeted things out so I should be good for most of September, but October will be sketchy. I think I have enough savings to get through it. Hopefully when work ends I'll have more time to really pursue the job hunt.  Next week isn't looking good.  In part cause I'm taking Sunday/Monday off to go to Chicago. It's a six hour drive, but it will give me time to think through some things.

I've written a couple of entries, but I don't think I'll post them. They are kind of dark...and I don't need that right now (If anyone is curious, maybe I'll post it as a locked entry.) I need to move beyond that and think positive.  I need to not dwell on my mistakes, and think about what I can do right now. But for me, that's easier said than done.

Probably won't write another entry until work winds down.  Seriously considering whether or not it's time to call it quits for this livejournal....

20forward, busybusybusy, late update!, worried, short entry, the plan, anxiety

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