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I think the message back to that kid was the dager in it all. The dager in my heart. A guy hits on her and she strikes up a conversation. It's always me calling her, always me talking about hanging out, and I'm only just being a pain in the ass, plus she'll find someone else before she knows it. I can't take the pain anymore, I've never hurt so bad before, my heart is broken into a million pieces, and the more I try, the harder she breaks it. She wont call, she wont do anything but hurt me more. I'm head over heels for her, but she doesn't care anymore. I've never cryed so much in my life, I've never hurt so much. I can't survive like this.