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why is it that i always get myself in situations hazardous to my mental health. why is it that i'm not allowed to be happy. why is it that all the assholes get the girls. at least the girls i want. why can't she just call me and say i broke up with him. why cant she call me and say hey i want you not him. why is it that i was the one crying. why why why why why why why. well i guess i should get ready to go to TND. later