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i feel like everything is just disappearing like in a movie where everyon just kinda fades away as they tell what happened when they awere older.. Benny my dear benny is going to the war so he says and that scares me cuz benny is benny and i love him and jackson he prolly gonna go to the war too soo he says an i just can see them never being around they have been my friends for ever and i dont want they to go away i hate it when my friends juts diappear...Mikey, khoree, and cody are the only people oh ya and chris that i know out of that group isnt just gonna move away or sumthing.. but it sucks cuz i have niht school while everyone else has day school and i work on the days i dont have school, i feel like my world is falling apart i havent hung ut with my sammi and i miss her.. and im scared that sumthing is gonna happen with me and my boyfriend or sumthing and i love him so much i dont wanna lose him again... but ya i dont know whatelse to say but IM SAD..
~ME
~ME