Unnamed (NEW POEM)

[pixifey]

Time seems so irrelevant
Only when simplistic words are spoken
Sometimes lying awake on my bed
Staring up at the end possibilities

I still feel like I'm missing an element
Wasted all these drugs as my token
"NEVER ENOUGH" was always said
Drawing&Writing have been my abilities

Pronounce what LOVE means
What if I cant see the truth in it
Destroyer of lives leaving emptiness
Never seeking the LIES above all

Relationships arent always what they seem
Hearts can be like stomachs; bottomless pit
See only truth within eyes of loneliness
Now, child, heed your lover's call

As I sit here never been jealous
Beginning to wonder again about pain
Am I worth everything you say
Tell me only truths for my ears

I've been since start overzealous
Kiss me, darling, in the rain
Speak so everything goes away
Night comes 'round&voices are all I hear

Trust me I could never hate you, baby
You'll never know the extent I'd go to
Promises made to always be there
Who or What do we hold the closest

I shall always let you have my heart; maybe
I took a chance for one outta the few
I've never been one to really share
For now this is me at my finest

Remember once was&once had
Put on the cheapest fake smile
Say the pain sickening goodbyes
Continue down the roads of life

Let everything fade away like an old fad
Give the thanks for pushing an extra mile
Never let yourself feel like you comprise
Let some beautiful memories just die

Hold love in sterling silver lockets
Never revealing the truths behind it all
Music is my soulful master
Wave away past humilating moments

Hide all the dead bodies in closets
Feeling again such like a small doll
Preach out unknown words like a pastor
In the end nothing but heart-wrenching silence

I took one more step back
Saw all the lights beginning to burn out
Deciphering all the messages sent
In the end of the game there was nothing