i suck.

[pixieponcho]

dear livejournal,

it has become apparent to me that i am a terrible, terrible person.

day. after day. after day. i have been countlessly saying that i.will.do.my.shakespeare.project.

and guess what..?

i.have.not.done.my.shakespeare.project.

i have surpassed the qualifications of "lazy student". i haven't done my senior project. i haven't read my outside reading book or even cracked it open yet to start. i haven't started my french fill ins packet. oh yeah, and anything and everything i brought home from school to work on..has not been worked on. for two weeks, i have done no school work. instead i slept, i ate, i shopped, i got rained on, i stepped in puddles, i baked a cake, i cleaned my room, i drove around, i listened to shakira, and i did hundreds of other things..i even achieved nirvana..but not any school work.

you see, this doesn't work. it just does not work. first you feel like, "oh, make your own cliff notes, seems easy enough, i can do it later this will be a piece of cake"..

then it comes to "oh i still have a lot of time, but i don't need to start it now, plus i have too much other shit going on.."

then "oh my god it's due so soon i better work!"

and then the "oh thank god she extended it to after the break, i would have NEVER gotten this done in time.."

then "woo it's break, i've got all the time in the fucking world.."

then "woop, still another week, i will dedicate all my school work to this week or at least a great deal of it.."

then "hey wow, my senior project and everything else in my other classes is due in 2 days!"

and then "oh look i just spent more than 9 hours online NOT doing my shakespeare project!"

i'm telling you. i suck.

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i suck hardcore. really bad.XxXsuckXxX core.

you're stupid, taylor.