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Dear livejournal,
Today Diana, Angela, and I went for a 12 o’clock brunch at Danielle’s. the food was very good and I especially liked the croissants. I got a crepe with avocado, tomatoes, mushrooms, cheese, and beloved sour cream. A lot of people dislike sour cream, however, I like to think of it as something to cherish, as I often do with most dairy products. After eating we went to the 99 cents store so angela could buy crap for her youth group thing today. We marveled at a Mexican who’s shopping cart was full of over 20 bottles of 99 cent bottled wine. I reckon 99 cent wine isn’t very good these days, but something must keep them coming back for more.
After that we split our separate ways and I dropped angela off at home. I began driving home and realized that something just wasn’t right. Well I knew what the something was, I just wasn’t sure of anything and I figured I better pull over. I parked at target and decided to walk around. After realizing I could not find anything at target that I wanted to spend money on, I walked back to my car. I proceeded to watch people for awhile whilst hanging with legs out side of my window of my ajar door.
after much reflective thought, I made a phone call, which by the end was a lot better.
Then I left the parking lot.
I came home to an empty house to find a container of soft chewy sugar cookies with white chocolate chunks in them. I indulged.
Yesterday I went to lunch with Conor. We gorged on baja fresh Mexican delicacies. It was quite good, and the day in general was really nice, even though he wouldn’t go in the carrousel with me. I left with a refreshed and optimistic state of mind. i promise i will write you an email back by the end of the night.
Later that night I went to bella bru and had coffee and a piece of bread pudding. i love bread pudding. I love bread. It’s always very good there. Makes you feel warm inside and full.
I went to a movie with my parents called “a history of violence” with vigo in it. It was.. alright. Not that special though. Once we figured out what was going on and that he actually WAS in a mob in the past and actually DID kill many people, it all just began to be very repetitive and predictable I guess. But it was okay.
I don’t want to go to school tomorrow. I usually don’t, but I really don’t want to tomorrow. There’s no particular reason as to why, I just don’t. I’m more so interested in an escape.
And the memories of me, will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred.
if i were to vanish into thin air and take away every connotation of me, would it make you any happier or content?
Oh life.
Angela enjoys it when I order coffee.
Things of this week that come to mind:
+ Not every bottle of warm vanilla sugar body lotion smells the same
+ I like bird baths
+ My left arm is darker than my right
+ I really really want to see if the new nivea crème lotion actually keeps your skin as soft as they say it does all day long.
+ I also learned that because this new nivea product looks edible in an abstract way, I want to eat it.
+ If I take the time to learn something, chances are that I have a better chance of actually understanding it, rather than making up my own way of how to solve it.
+ I am egocentric.
+ Goose bumps are signs of eroticism.
+ Some days are better than others
+ People in the mall that work in the perfume departments try excessively hard to get you to buy the hottest new scent for autumn.
+ I like leaves, and trees, too
+ The sun needs to hide for a while
+ Just because you think you can do something, does not necessarily mean you can actually do it, despite the popular beliefs of childish trains that talk.
+ I’m not sure where the train talk came from.
+ Army recruiters are very persistent and irritating…and keep trying even after you shoot them down with your anti-war beliefs.
+ They probably thought I was a male anyways because of my name.
+ dinosaurs are not exactly extinct.
I need to go to borders to get my new outside reading book.. right.. now
If every angel’s terrible, why do you watch her sleep?
you'll provide the bird bath
if i'll provide the skin
Today Diana, Angela, and I went for a 12 o’clock brunch at Danielle’s. the food was very good and I especially liked the croissants. I got a crepe with avocado, tomatoes, mushrooms, cheese, and beloved sour cream. A lot of people dislike sour cream, however, I like to think of it as something to cherish, as I often do with most dairy products. After eating we went to the 99 cents store so angela could buy crap for her youth group thing today. We marveled at a Mexican who’s shopping cart was full of over 20 bottles of 99 cent bottled wine. I reckon 99 cent wine isn’t very good these days, but something must keep them coming back for more.
After that we split our separate ways and I dropped angela off at home. I began driving home and realized that something just wasn’t right. Well I knew what the something was, I just wasn’t sure of anything and I figured I better pull over. I parked at target and decided to walk around. After realizing I could not find anything at target that I wanted to spend money on, I walked back to my car. I proceeded to watch people for awhile whilst hanging with legs out side of my window of my ajar door.
after much reflective thought, I made a phone call, which by the end was a lot better.
Then I left the parking lot.
I came home to an empty house to find a container of soft chewy sugar cookies with white chocolate chunks in them. I indulged.
Yesterday I went to lunch with Conor. We gorged on baja fresh Mexican delicacies. It was quite good, and the day in general was really nice, even though he wouldn’t go in the carrousel with me. I left with a refreshed and optimistic state of mind. i promise i will write you an email back by the end of the night.
Later that night I went to bella bru and had coffee and a piece of bread pudding. i love bread pudding. I love bread. It’s always very good there. Makes you feel warm inside and full.
I went to a movie with my parents called “a history of violence” with vigo in it. It was.. alright. Not that special though. Once we figured out what was going on and that he actually WAS in a mob in the past and actually DID kill many people, it all just began to be very repetitive and predictable I guess. But it was okay.
I don’t want to go to school tomorrow. I usually don’t, but I really don’t want to tomorrow. There’s no particular reason as to why, I just don’t. I’m more so interested in an escape.
And the memories of me, will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred.
if i were to vanish into thin air and take away every connotation of me, would it make you any happier or content?
Oh life.
Angela enjoys it when I order coffee.
Things of this week that come to mind:
+ Not every bottle of warm vanilla sugar body lotion smells the same
+ I like bird baths
+ My left arm is darker than my right
+ I really really want to see if the new nivea crème lotion actually keeps your skin as soft as they say it does all day long.
+ I also learned that because this new nivea product looks edible in an abstract way, I want to eat it.
+ If I take the time to learn something, chances are that I have a better chance of actually understanding it, rather than making up my own way of how to solve it.
+ I am egocentric.
+ Goose bumps are signs of eroticism.
+ Some days are better than others
+ People in the mall that work in the perfume departments try excessively hard to get you to buy the hottest new scent for autumn.
+ I like leaves, and trees, too
+ The sun needs to hide for a while
+ Just because you think you can do something, does not necessarily mean you can actually do it, despite the popular beliefs of childish trains that talk.
+ I’m not sure where the train talk came from.
+ Army recruiters are very persistent and irritating…and keep trying even after you shoot them down with your anti-war beliefs.
+ They probably thought I was a male anyways because of my name.
+ dinosaurs are not exactly extinct.
I need to go to borders to get my new outside reading book.. right.. now
If every angel’s terrible, why do you watch her sleep?
you'll provide the bird bath
if i'll provide the skin