Just gnah...
Today was not the best day ever to have a piano lesson, as for one I had basically no patience. We worked on the same three bars for forty-five minutes. It was pretty much hell. For some reason I wasn't processing what notes I was reading, and yeah. Brain=not focussed. That really annoyed me, as I can, under normal circumstances, sight-read quite accurately. Ngggk.
Then later on I had a massive cry about how everything is freaking me out already even though week one of uni has only just finished. It just drives me nuts that I worry about everything, and that Bob never offers to cook, nor does he clean, nor does he put anything away instead of just leaving it all over the floor and on the couch and gnah. See the problem is, while I refuse to be his cleaning lady/cook, I want to be able to eat dinner and I also want things to be clean. So I keep on cleaning and cooking. It is a stupid cycle. My problem is, I can't go to uni, do research stuff, focus on piano and also cook and clean and freaking do everything.
I'm going to buy a digital camera. I wonder if there are any brands I should particularly avoid...*hint hint*?
Then later on I had a massive cry about how everything is freaking me out already even though week one of uni has only just finished. It just drives me nuts that I worry about everything, and that Bob never offers to cook, nor does he clean, nor does he put anything away instead of just leaving it all over the floor and on the couch and gnah. See the problem is, while I refuse to be his cleaning lady/cook, I want to be able to eat dinner and I also want things to be clean. So I keep on cleaning and cooking. It is a stupid cycle. My problem is, I can't go to uni, do research stuff, focus on piano and also cook and clean and freaking do everything.
I'm going to buy a digital camera. I wonder if there are any brands I should particularly avoid...*hint hint*?