Jan 23, 2005 21:56
today was a crazy day.... me n sony broke up cuz i still love jeremy to death. jer and i are in the process of gettin back together which is awesome, but now i need to work on keeping up a good friendship with sony. hes awesome, but i had to tell him how i felt about jeremy...he understands but its hard for him to deal with. i feel bad, but i think i did the right thing. i had to make up my mind, and i followed my heart just like sony told me to do. he said he would understand no matter wat and he does but hes still pretty bummed. i think it will all b ok tho. i did wat i felt.
kevins not too happy with me i dont think.... he really likes sony, and him and jer arent the best of friends, but it should work out ok if i take it slow and dont screw this up. im really tryin to b good. i love jer and he loves me, so im happy. i hope everyone else can b happy for me too.
man, my grades are not wat i hoped they would b. i figured bio would b at least up to a C by now, but its a d-. if i get an A+ on semesters, i can get a D+ for my semester bio grade... woohoo... im really workin on the whole school thing tho. im trying my best in everything, and ive even been on time to most of my classes. next semesters gonna b awesome.... ima do everything right. i kno im capable, its just a matter of actually applying myself instead of sittin here on this damn computer all day.
i g2g.... ill write more tomorrow.....