North Carolina
First I never write in this I am a bad Live journal person. Also I am not so happy right now...I am all for new experiences and living in a variety of places but I just cannot take this crap here as this momnet I fell angry alot and I cant sleep at all...I was so looking foward to an amazing summer travel and fun then go to grad school...you know the whole perfect picture...it is all bullshit!!!!
I did not get into grad school, this was horrible then I agreed to go to North Carolina, to help my sister who I love and be with my niece and nephew who I love as well!!! This to me was all exciting and eventful to me...wrong I am in the middle of nowhere living with people who complain all day about every effin thing imaginable!!! The pnly one who does not complain throws tantrums if he does not get a daily candy fix (he is 3) I love them all but I think everyone hates living in the place they do as much as I have already come to dislike it! They live in a place where the neighbors are just crazy. Of course I love spending time with all of them I just think that this part of North Carolina is wierd it is not country but not city and definately nit the suburbs...I dont know....also there are cock roaches HUGE ones that scare the crap out of me they are mostly outside but occasionally one gets in which does not help with the not sleeping thing....
anyway I have written enough bad crap
I want to say lastly though they tend to drive me nuts I have had some amazing moments since I have left school and have come to realize that I miss my family alot when I leave them it breaks my heart to know I have four beautiful nephews and two beautiful nieces all amazingly talented in various ways (well I am not sure about the new one yet he just gurgles and smiles mostly but he is only 3 months old) that I barley know at all..I am now going to make an effort to contact my family far more often
I miss all of my friends alot right now and hope everyone is having a magical summer!!!
I did not get into grad school, this was horrible then I agreed to go to North Carolina, to help my sister who I love and be with my niece and nephew who I love as well!!! This to me was all exciting and eventful to me...wrong I am in the middle of nowhere living with people who complain all day about every effin thing imaginable!!! The pnly one who does not complain throws tantrums if he does not get a daily candy fix (he is 3) I love them all but I think everyone hates living in the place they do as much as I have already come to dislike it! They live in a place where the neighbors are just crazy. Of course I love spending time with all of them I just think that this part of North Carolina is wierd it is not country but not city and definately nit the suburbs...I dont know....also there are cock roaches HUGE ones that scare the crap out of me they are mostly outside but occasionally one gets in which does not help with the not sleeping thing....
anyway I have written enough bad crap
I want to say lastly though they tend to drive me nuts I have had some amazing moments since I have left school and have come to realize that I miss my family alot when I leave them it breaks my heart to know I have four beautiful nephews and two beautiful nieces all amazingly talented in various ways (well I am not sure about the new one yet he just gurgles and smiles mostly but he is only 3 months old) that I barley know at all..I am now going to make an effort to contact my family far more often
I miss all of my friends alot right now and hope everyone is having a magical summer!!!