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Wow, so this weekend has been amazing. Redneck well, more so hick Thanksgiving, Caitlin Natalie Logan and Becky at the ranch, going to the ocean, and frolicking in the snow it has been great. These past two days were the absolute best. I saw MY WENCH!! We wench-skated across the mud at the mud flats near Doran Beach, it was glorious. I may or may not have stripped on the beach...that too was glorious but kind of cold. I don't know what I was thinking jumping into the ocean fully clothed but oh well! What do you expect from me anyway? Then I went to Logan's house, grand fun as always. Nic is back to brother status for me, I've decided. It's pretty much completely back to normal although sleeping in his bed was sort of weird. Even more so weird cause he came in the middle of the night to get into bed before realizing I was sleeping there. Then today I came back into the desert and ther was snow everywhere. It is so cool! I've been eating icicles all afternoon, I threw myslef into the snow and rolled about (also a bad idea), and I made vanilla snow ice-cream. I talked to Robert tonight which was great fun as well. I really didn't like the whole being away from him for a week thing. I missed him. I'm pretty damn sure he missed me too. He seemed pretty adament about me not going away for so long again. He told me he started to look like a bum and apparently not talking to me or seeing me for a while was getting to him. He said something that almost surprised me tonight. I guess he got really drunk this weekend and he told me he was really lucky he had good friends that didn't mess with him when he got messed up. I didn't really get it, I'm thinking oh they don't throw him outside, take stupid pictures, shave him, or draw on him type stuff. He didn't really say much, he told me that I didn't understand...he can be a horny bastard when he gets drunk and well I wasn't around. His friends didn't fuck with him and made sure he didn't do anything stupid. When he was talking about it was this mix between indescribable thankfulness and fear. He sounded really scared that he might have done something wrong and lost me. He told me he really didn't want to mess things up with me and he sounded so sincere. I think he's really starting to fall for me and I am so happy about it I could burst. This is the kind fo boy I could fall in love with.