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I need to make a lot of decisions relatively soon. I miss you so much .. I just wish you would come HERE.. even just for a while. i can't afford to pay rent.. and go to school at the same time.. pay insurance/gas(or bus tickets) pay for food blah blah blah.. there is absolutely no way. I don't even know what i want to do but i have to do something. even just a better paying job would help. or something i could potentially work my way up into. I don't even know where to staaaart. fuck. I don't even know what the fuck to do, but i'm sick of sleeping by myself every fucking night. I want youuuuuuu =(
i hate life. i never thought i'd say that
i hate life. i never thought i'd say that