May 14, 2011 23:32
i know this isn't an ending, merely an intermission, or the beginning of another beginning, the end of a chapter.
but it's a chapter i'm not ready to end yet. i know that i'll be strong when i do turn that last page, and i'll be able to continue with my story, i'm just scared.
i'm not ready for it, and i don't think i will be. i just need to be strong, and man up.
keep calm and carry on.
and until then- i still have 15 more pages.