i don't know what to do with all this weight inside of me.

May 02, 2011 20:05

i feel like i should post something in here of substance because i don't think i have in a very long time. my life is- both crappy and good at the same time? in that there's a lot of shit i'm dealing with but don't really know how to deal with it so i'm mostly just pushing it all away until i have to.

my job is fine. i'm getting more responsibility in that us team leads are being given more 'managerial' duties and responsibilities.

i plan on getting a second job in june because with only having 1 friend that i would want to hang out in this city i won't really have a social life so it won't really matter if i have any time to spare. i want a second job because i've made the decision to move to vancouver next may.

my sister has MS. my dad has cancer. and my best friends are moving to vancouver in 28 days.

i haven't really thought about any of this in any concrete ways because if i do i don't know how i'll be able to breath under all this weight.
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